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its alredy february?

2012-02-01T07:06:00.000-08:00

to do in feb 2012 :

clinical case presentation
research thesis presentation
thesis write up
bulletin for DIS
study for OPD assessment

its gona be a super duper busy february... and i have a great feeling its gona end as quickly as how january ended.

isit juz me or the time is passing real quick nowadays?

sometimes its all for good, but sometimes i wish time passes a little bit slower especially when im at home on weekends...hhehehe
selfish, but hey, WE HAVE TO BE SELFISH TO SURVIVE IN THIS WORLD K.
NEVER EVER DEPEND ON ANYONE IN YOUR LIFE. A LESSON FROM MY DAD. MY DAD TOLD ME NOT TO TRUST ANYONE AND NOT TO LIVE FOR ANYONE BUT MYSELF.

i guess its true.

2012

2011-12-31T04:29:00.001-08:00

goodbye 2011 and hello 2012 !!!!!!!!!!!!!

this year begun with me still being a student and ending with me as a working adult :)

working isn't so bad actually. but i dun like the working hours.. hope 1 day we will get to enjoy flexible working hours....

so, how did 2011 treated me? it took good care of me to be honest.. when the year begun i was in a confused state regarding certain issues, and now when its ending, my issues had been settled as well. so i had a wonderful year, i met new wonderful people, and i wish to meet more wonderful people in the coming years.

something which i came across the other day in facebook.

'You'll never know how strong you are until being strong is the only option left'

so true and i totally agree with it. i was afraid to let go certain tings in life because i thought i wasn't and i will never be strong enough to deal with the pain and consequences. but i was sooo wrong about myself.

when i was forced to let go, i realized that i had the strength in me all these while. it was hidden deep inside all these wile because of the fear.

but being strong was the only option i had and i am really proud of myself for making the correct decision ...FINALLY! so, ppl never ever think that u will never be able to deal with major changes in life k! U CAN AND U WILL GO THROUGH IT NO MATTER HOW HARD LIFE IS.

happy new year to all of and hope we will have a wonderful 2012 :)

to frens, family and strangers.

2011-12-15T03:20:00.000-08:00

hello evry1.

another entry from me after thinking deeply about it for almost 2weeks. well this is gona be more like an information or an official announcement to evry1 .

i would like to say that im currently single. yes, it ended aft all these years. but do not feel sad or sorry for me because im really glad it ended now . its better than living in denial for another few years and make many stupid decisions in life and regret after legalizing evrytg. so, be happy for me please, and i really hope no one will come and ask me regarding wat happened or antg. i've alredy said evrytg i had to say to those i wanted to talk about it to. and im offcially announcing it here, cz im kinda getting sick of ppl keep asking me how am i with my bf. im getting tired of explaining. so, i hope this will be a good notice to evry1. i know i had sooo many ppl to tell this about, so i hope those who read this will juz spread the news and let it go juz like that, no more asking me bot anytg please, thank you.

p.s: ALWAZ CARE FOR YOURSELF FIRST BEFORE U CARE FOR OTHERS, SOMETIMES WE HAVE TO BE SELFISH SO THAT WE DUN GET HURT K.... tc!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

it goes on

2011-10-15T05:13:00.000-07:00

back home for weekend only to realize that WEEKENDS ARE INDEED TOO SHORT :(

i feel like i juz woke up, and its alredy saturday night!

btw, my super long super busy 1month is over! was so busy with research and finally presented my proposal last wednesday... glad its over for NOW. btw, im at outpatient department now.. the first week, all i did was filling and labelling.. labelling and filling are quite important as well cz when we label, we tend to know the doses and the common prescribed freq.. my 2nd week of OPD i was allowed to dispense.. automatically even witot having a chance to watch my frp's dispense. it was indeed stressful. it wasnt so stressful when i knew my drugs. but when i DIDN'T KNOW THEM AND WHEN PT STRT ASKING ME WAT ARE THEY FOR, I GET STRESSED! so, my first day of dispensing was HORRIBLE! seriously horribly horrible to the extend that i burst into tears the moment i stepped into my room :( i couldn't deal with the stress initailly... then i was wondering, even in this small hospital im super stressed, how if i was sent to a bigger hosp for my OPD! now i know, why im in banting, cz god knows im very bad at dealing with stress.. heheh but last week OPD got better.. though the number of patients were more and i was told to dispense more important drugs (diabetic.htn.psychotic.) i was quite happy doing it cz i knew the drugs though at times i was still blur... example when i was dispensing mecobalamin, and pentoxifylline) those unfamiliar drugs... hope the nex 5weeks at OPD will be good as well..

life after hospital is as boring as usual..... juz hope things will be good ... hope i can get done with this 1year quickly and decide wat i wana do next. for now, i cant decide anytg yet. Good luck evry1! :)

love letter

2011-06-30T06:38:00.000-07:00

today...

i came back home and my dad said i received some letter and then he mentioned the word SARAWAK. n immediately the first ting i tot of was 'IM POSTED TO SARAWAK?' i completely forgot that i have two lovely frens there at the moment :P as i have mentioned earlier in my previous blogs, my brain doesn't work when i'm stressed :p hehe

btw, it was a letter 4rm my susu!!! my susu bing bing! i was sooo touched... when i opened it, there was a key chain and a photo of us... i was wondering why she sent me our photo as i alredy have it in FB... and thennnn i saw her surat cinta at the back of our pic :) it was sooo sweet of her to take all the trouble to post me that :) i miss susu n mimi alot... if i was back at vista now, at this time around 9pm, during sem7, most of the time, ah bing will be in my hse..if not, i will most probably pestering chen cin to call her down to my hse..hahaha... sometimes we sit and do our QSAR stuffs toghtr but MOST of the time we sit and gossip toghtr..we used to say that she has antenna. and her antenna really connects to evry1 evrywhere... she was our own BBC :) n of course she learned frm the BEST :P *ms.sha sha :)*

and when we are not in the hse chatting, we will be at the pool eating ice cream and playing in the water wile chatting as well...

i'm glad i really enjoyed my stay with them cz those memories will alwaz remain in my heart.. :) I LOVE U GUYS A LOT!

here is my surprise :) i kinda had lotsa surprises on june itself..it was indeed a wonderful month for me :) hope july will be as good as june !

the new age

2011-06-22T09:06:00.000-07:00

finally i have time to blog again..its not that i had been too busy doing something..actually i had been too busy being lazy...i wake up super late in the morning( by morning i mean afternoon) and then my bum bum will be automatically glued in front of my comp for the whole day till late at night or the nex morning.i cant believe i actually spent the past two months like this! such a waste of time. but yeah, actually to make myself feel better, i told myself that i'l never get a chance to have such a long break like this ever, so i mite as well enjoy this break :) n it did make me feel much much much better!

btw, i finally had a haircut!! like super short haircut...never really had it this short since my standard 3 :) but i kinda like it...i had it on my bday..cz i wanted to do something crazy since i was too depressed staying home! (when u stay at home too long doing nothing, u'll get some crazy ideas) ..so i wanted to cut my hair short, but evrytime i plan to go n get it chopped, i'll be afraid to do so... then finally on 18th, i made up my mind to have a haircut on my bday :) something which i will remember always...the whole nite i couldn't sleep... cz i was TOO EXCITED!!! i never had a proper haircut for super super super long time...cz since my hair wavy and curly at the bottom,it takes veryyyyy long to grow!

but finally on the 19th, aft i woke up, i quickly got redy to hit the saloon... i was too excited til i couldn't wait for my mom to finish cooking.. so i went to the saloon alone... when the guy made me sit on the chair, i was too excited and there was a shine in my eye and a smile on my face plus i was slightly shaking! my neighbor who was a guy, was keep staring at me.. he muz had been wondering why this gal is smiling to herself! hahaha who cares! i was nervous+excited!

finally, the person chopped off my long ends ...i was bit sad actually.. cz only that morning when i washed my hair, my curls were so obediently set :P normally they give me so much of headache, but mayb on that day, they knew that im gona chop them off, so they pretend to be obedient..haha..sorry curls, i'll see u guys soon aft hair grows k..

so, day1 aft haircut was great! i loved it!!! day two hair got bit less attractive..the waves started showing up but sill okla... then aft the hair wash, evrytg went haywire! i had to blow dry my hair aft evry wash to keep it nice like day1... but if i blow dry my hair evryday, i'll get dandruff...n headache :( cz too much heat! so i juz ignored it n let it air dry..n the end result...... ahahah super weird hair ! so in conclusion, i shld juz blow dry ...hmmm pity me when im working, have to jage the hair every morning.... heheh,,,but its all worth it :)

so lesson of the day!

DUN BE AFRAID TO TAKE RISK!
not really an inspiring story to relate to the lesson, but it worked for me :P

and......

20th june 2011

i had my bday celebration with my melaka mates!!! :) :)

actually anitha smsed me on fri, saying that she and sham want to meet up..and they wana come to bangi to see me... n i was like ,hmm tere is nothing in bangi to see :) mayb juz makan makan... then she said they wana EXPLORE bangi n kajang...and again ... seriously tere is nothing here.... except for factories like UPHA, hitachi, sony n all :P hehhe... n since she said they will come around evening i was bit worried bot how they gona go home so late at nite... so i suggested we meet up at MV instead....so, there i went on monday morning asking my dad to drop me off at MV since he was on the way to hussein onn hosp... and sham was tere... anitha came then with her bf.. then we jalan jalan till i got soo hungry, then we plan to makan... then we went to garden's cafe to makan...anitha said that her bf will be joining us..but since i was too hungry i started eating my food and anitha waited for him to join us..... she called him so many times and finally he came.... the 'HE' was actually my melaka mates!!! SURPRISE!!!i was indeed surprised! i really tot her bf was coming since earlier he was tere to drop her off at mv.... ahhahahaha she even called kwong howe 'dear' when talking in the fon cz she din wan me to know that she was talking to them....it was indeed a nice day!!!! then came the cake and the card :) i din know they were actually taking turns to write the card in the toilet til i saw the pictures uploaded... :) n it was such a sweet card with all their msg-es... hmmm THANK YOU GUYS! aft makaning and much GOSSPING :p yess, serious gossiping :P we headed to arcade to play daytona and basket ball :) it was fun!!!! here are some of the pictures i curi from grace and sham :)

a very yummy black Forrest cake! it was soo soft :)

jasmine,angela and zeeyun are missing frm the melaka family pic....

our bathroom shot :) love it!

hehe..i like this pic! thanx i know u would have played a major part in this surprise :)

finally a big bear hugs to all of them!!!!!! love u guys!

-sham- anitha- grace- jasmine- maruko- beh- kwong howe- angela- zeeyun...

* p.s i duno whtr zee yun knows whtr such bday was held or not, but im sure if she had known she would have been happy for me too :) heheh i tink la.... :P

THE BIG DAY....nope, not wedding....

2011-05-30T08:16:00.000-07:00

soo... finally it was 28.05.2011... the big day in every student's life.

but i have a big problem

~im living in denial~

i tink reality hasn't really sunk in yet..it takes time.. and with me,it will take a super long time :P hheheh ..its gona be a new chapter of my life. i have so many dreams and plans for the future and this is the time i have to strt looking thru them to achieve them. and i hope i will!!

to all of you who have graduated, lets all begin the new chapter of our life with a little bit of faith and throw away the fear which creates a path for failure!

my convo pictures

roomie & bestie...will definately miss u heaps but will definitely see u again..!

lady sha sha and jojo ong!! <3

bunga & ah bing my stress relievers!!! :)

my all time favorite :)

GOOD LUCK EVRY1 :)
all the best in the future, lets do this together.....

emo nemo....

2011-05-22T08:40:00.000-07:00

i know i should have emo-ed bot this long ago..however, it only hit me juz now, when i dropped by vista... i actually miss UNI AND MY VISTA TIMESSSSS... it was windy and nice and i remembered the time i lived at the 11th flr of vista B1, enjoying the windy days and rainy days and also not to forget bright sunny mornings... and i remembered the times during xam i will be stuck in lib till 10pm and buy a red bean pau on the way back home.. hmmph... *emo emo*

everything happened too fast... 4years... 4more years in government... hope it'll be smooth as well..

i had always asked myself when will life begin.. some say life begins at birth, but i think our life begins when we are able to feed on our own, dress on our own and be on our own. sooo has my life begun? well physically yes, but mentally nope. im still a very dependent person.. i depend juz too much on my parents.. but i believe im ready to face the life, ppl say life is full of stress, full of problems... but in my 23 years of experience, i dun think i've experienced a life full of problems or full of stress... there were certain amount of stress and problems, but those were meant to happen, if they had not been there in my life, i wouldn't have been the person i am today. life lessons dun juz drop 4rm the sky, they come thru experiences in life. so, whatever i've been thru all this wile (well, actually not soo much la..juz tiny little tings so far) they have taught me some lessons...im pretty sure there will be more lessons to learn and those are for good as well :)

till then, im juz gona sit back and think of my life..... future is not too far away, it appears right after u blink :)

i know,u know, we know :)

2011-05-19T01:21:00.000-07:00

*dumb dumber dumbest*

p.s/i loveeeeeeee my new layout :)

vapour of destruction

2011-05-10T06:02:00.000-07:00

heylooo....

i din knw hw long it had been since i opened my blog last till i noticed that i FORGOT my password!!! that shows that i had been away for some time :P

well...actually i had been longing to blog , but then evrytime i open the blog page, i get bored. sometimes i feel like blogging reveals too much bot myself..but then again i was thinking, duh! im the one blogging, so it depends on me hw much i wana reveal ..buttttttt then again, i have soo many tings to get outta my heart to some ppl out tere...so wth, i'll juz write wateva i want, its my blog anyway... if those ppl have diff opinion they can channel it thru their sources. which i wouldnt seriously mind cz im kinda getting annoyed of certain tings certain ppl do in in their attempt to be secretive,where they assume we are so dumb that we wouldnt know anytg but actually its juz annoying cz im nt that dumb..i wish i was dumber la...

arrgghhh... the feeling of betrayal comes n goes... it feels as though they had been bottled up for such a long time and the have started to release the vapour of destruction slowly....n yes, im annoyed. n i feel betrayed. n i feel like pushing all these negative thoughts away frm my brain. and how do i do that? by pushing the sources away frm my life. its sad to know it has to end this way, something i had never thought will happen. if this is how its gona be, tis is how it shall be, n i dun care. im nt losing anytg. i juz want those horrible anger to go away. i dwn to be an angry person. anger turns me into some1 who i dun like being. soooo,lets juz let it go,erase it,push it away, n be happy again! time heals the pain, but memories remain glued to our hypothlamus..or isit some oth part of the brain..im too tired to chck wich part of the brain is in-charge of long term memories..i simply mentioned hypothalamus cz i like the word 'hypothalamus' . it sounds cute :) heheh

btw....im enjoying my loooong break... even if it means, jz sit at home, and watch movies..actually i had plenty of things planned DURING MY XAM... but most of the tings i planned to do have not been achieved... mayb i shld juz wait for the right time.....

andddd...i dread WORK LIFE :/ i cant believe im alredy gona work....arrrgghh i feel like a small little puppy in a cage shooshed to go n find my shelter on my own...but again. fear. is juz a feeling. lets wait for the posting list to be released, then i shall think of wat to do.. i juz want to finish my comp.service quick n figure out wat i need in my life. trust me, till now, i dun have my life planned. im juz gng with the flow.. i duno wat im gona do in the future... n i am 23! i need to plan!

A new year...

2010-12-28T21:03:00.001-08:00

heyloooo

im suppose to be writing my long case but i kinda juz finished updating my diary for 2010. and now here i am to update my blog for 2010 :)

As i was reading through my diary i almost teared up looking at those things i went through this year. Most of them were not happy memories. However, looking back they taught me soo many new lessons. they made me who I am today. I noticed that I had the most horrbile moments of my life in 2010 compared to all the other previous years. my life was sooo smooth all this wile and all of the sudden there were problems evreywere. its as though all these problems were quietly sitting at a corner wile staring at me and waiting for me to enjoy my life 1st and once i was in cloud nine, they came as a whole bunch to attack me :( it was hard. it was really hard to go through most of the tings. i had never been through this much of pain in my life ever before. mayb because life was too easy then. i had evrytg i wanted. i got evrtg i needed. i did not experince any disappointments, i did bot experiance any pain. maybe its god's way of showing me wat pain is. well HE did a great job.HE put me through all this and i believe HE will bring me through all this too :) yes. HE will. cz i have faith i HIM.

despite all the problems i had, i still had a reason to smile in 2010. thanx to my super lovely frens!!!! i kinda dun remember the first half of the year cz it ended to fast and i never had time to enjoy those times... however, the second half of the year was the time i really enjoyed :) a big bear hug to kaveena,sham,jo,chaiyen,susu bing, mimi,chencin, n karteneeeee :)

kaveena,

hmmm i know it wasn't a great start this year even for us :P but it will be a great 2011 for both of us k!!! hope ur doing well and hope to see u soon.. from the bottom of my heart, im so sorry for evrytg which took place this year .... im so lucky to have you as a great fren in my life..thanx to uni for making us roomies in 2007 :P hehehe and all the crappy tings we did toghr and those things u did to me ,:P will alwaz remain in my heart...n im soo happy to be ur fren, roomie and more than that in the future :P I LOVE YOUUUU

shammy.......

shammmm the gossip queen @ story teller :)

honestly, i dun tink ur that manja-fied :P hehe i tot u were wen we were back in uni... but after spending the past 1 month with u, i dun tink u are manja-fied!! :) YOU ARE A GREAT FREN AND A GREAT MOMMY TO ALL OF US!!!! thank you for taking care of us and making sandwich for us :P that was my first egg sandwich ever and it was gooood :) and thank you for layaning me and taking care of me too :) 1 more month to go n hope it will go smoothly....even if it doesnt, i dun mind cz i have you :)

jojo

weneva i tink of u, i will laugh because ur FUNNY! u do all kinda stupid tings at the wrong time.. but u will get away easily frm evrytg u do with ur smile..and i definately knw that u will kill me if i dun mention ur name here... even now, im preety sure u will be tinking why ur name is in no3... am i rightttt??? i tink i am :P heheh... but that doesnt mean that i only mention ur name cz im afraid u would kil me k... U NAME IS HERE CZ UR MY FREN! i really miss our 1st n 2nd year in uni... (cz aft that u started ponteng-ing classes and we rarely hang out togthr ) :P thanx for being a great fren n thank you for ur porridge recipe :) u will alwaz be remembered for ur porridge. :P

chaiyennnn....

chaiyennnnn :) ur such a sweet lit strict gal :) honestly i was afraid of u in sem 1 and currently am still a little bit afraid of u at times.. n its juz nt me :P u are a great fren and a great gal, but sometimes we are scared that we will hurt u. sorry if such incidents has happened before k... was nice staying with u in sem 1 and gng thru all these years in uni with u. u are a great fren, advisor and listener. BUT U DO SURPRISE ME :p the time u ordered that many meals in MCD the other day surprised all of us :P never knew u will mcd that much..u are well knwn as an healthy eater u knw..so i was a little surprised that day... :P n i miss our jogging n story telling times....hope we wnt be soo busy nex sem to go for a jog :)

mimi n susuuuuu.....

my research matessssss.... i never really knew u guys before sem 7 and i regret for nt getting to knw u guys back then. CZ U GUYS A GREAT FRENS!!! i miss our research times and our hi-tea :( i had the best sem so far with both of u.... susu... ur soo funny... i didn't know the real you till last sem :P hheheheh I LOVE THE REAL UUUU!!! ur soo cute wen u complain....do u knw that u complain alot :P hahaha but its alrite... thats wat makes u susu bing.. i will never find anothr susu bing anywere...u are special :) n plz dun get stressed wit all the workloads k... we are in this toghtr... we will go thru this okie ? tahan 1 more month and we will be tere back to vista to de-stress u.... we can pegi makan ice cream and play in the pool nex sem!!! miss u!!!!n mimiiiiii..... *blink blink* .... u are soo cute juz like bing bing... and its even cuter wen u blink all the time.. and wen u stare blankly at ppl and blink at the end :P it was nice knowing u too.... too bad the sem ended too fast... i wish we can continue sem 7 (minus the research part)hehehe... thanx for the chocolates, and the jelly u brought 4us!! they were yummy! :) missing u too mimi...n do u knw someting? i had alwaz wanted to knw wats in ur mind. cz erytime i see ur face, it so calm n serene as though ur mind is blank. i wonder wat u'll be tinking of... i envy u for the calmness :)

chen cin

bunga yang tercantik :) ape khabar... semoga anda sedang menikmati cuti panjang anda... n bunga... i miss u too...... i wana purposely knock ur door and sing at ur door till u wake up :P i loveeeee kacau-ing u!!!!! but u sungguh kedekut la..u tahu kan... tak payah cakap pun i tahu that u tahu :P hehhe but its okie.. kedekut pun ade baiknye... :) cepat cepat balik vista ye... mau bercerita and kacau u...

and.... kartene

thank you :) and u knw the reason ..I love u!!! tings are a bit better now, but most probably u will not be happy with wats happening.. but lets juz wait n see alright :) thats wat im doing too.. juz waiting n hoping for something good to happen... n I MISS U TOO!!!!!

thanx guys for being tere for me.... I LOVE U ALL... and i hope to meet all of u soon.... to those whose names are not mentioned, it doesnt mean that u guys dun mean anytg to me... evry1 i have spoken to, and evry1 i had been with will alwaz be remembered. may god bless u all n thank you for being tere for me and supporting me all these wile. u may not knw that u have played a role in my life, but lemme tell u that U DID! n THANK YOU :)

may this new year be a new beggining for all of us.

*HAPPY NEW YEAR*

for me from you

2010-11-18T07:52:00.000-08:00

A relationship is never about

who have known the longest,

or who cares the best

Its all about,

who came into your life and never left,

who loved, cared for you and never stopped,

who trusted you, your words and never doubted.

ending is the beginning

2010-10-28T04:32:00.001-07:00

exactly aft 2months....

here is another entry from me... not much had been gng on lately which can be clearly seen thru my not so updated blog :P my sem7 juz ended and it made me wonder, WHEN DID IT START EXACTLY? cz im still super surprised by the fact that its gona be NOVEMBER SOON and also wen i saw my invoice for sem 8.... time flies...seriously... i feel like i juz started my research....and now it has ended... left is the thesis write up... hope it will go smoothly.... personally, i went thru quite alot i sem7.... which nobody knws actually..... bcz i had a great bunch of frens to spend time with and i cherished those moments. and im glad i did so... cz my personal problems have found their way to settle evrytg on their own :)

my research was fun too....(minus the complicated QSAR part) .... i enjoyed it and never regretted for making the choice... currently bz with thesis.... hope can be done with it soon... n continue with my guidelines for hospital!!! n im gng TO BANDAR BERSEJARAH MELAKA!!!! :) initially i was soooo surprised that i got melaka.... cz i tot we will get a hosp near our house...so i was expecting serdang/ putrajaya actually.... till sham's sms said ITS MELAKA!! hmmm.... mixed feelings... melaka is a great place... but i never really liked attachments ... hosp attachments gives me all kinda crappy feelings.... not bcz i have to see sick patients evryday... but cz i have to deal with smart doctors n pharmacist and also nurses... hmmm... hope i can cramp my guidelines in my brain n be smart like them too... n able to ans the questions they gona bombard me with....

its okie.. no matter wat i will go thru this... n as for going to melaka, no regrets at all because

*everything happens for a reason*

so bye bye sem7 and hello sem 8!!!!

angles on duty

2010-08-28T08:43:00.000-07:00

august is ending....

september is approching...

n i have new plans for september...

hope evrytg will go well :)

n im nt in the mood for a long post.... however..there is a cute story to be shared...

today wile i was at mv, i saw a CUTE indian boy(frm india), i think he is juz 5 or 6 years old...
he was sooooo cuteeee!!!!!! n HE WAS LOST IN MV!!!! (i wonder wat the parents were dng!!!) btw two mv guards helped the boy to find his mommy.. i duno why, but i followed the two guards as well.. (but they din knw i was follwing them..heheheh) ...mayb because i was just too curious and anthr reason is because HE WAS SOO CUTE :) ... we walked quite a wile and i saw the small boy alredy with his wet eyes searching for his parents..

the cutest thing happened when the boy couldn't get on the escalator.... the guard initially tried to help him to get on it, but he ended up carrying him and walking around searching for the parents...

i was sooo touched when the guard actually took all the trouble to walk here and tere to help the boy and was even willing to carry him like his own son....but sadly i didnt follw them till the end... once i saw the guard carrying him with love and wipe off his tears, i was VERY sure that the boy will be safely returned to his parents :)

i hope the boy is safe now, and i hope the papa n mama will be more careful next time... he was such a cutie.. if only he had fallen into wrng hands, only god knws wat would have happened to the poor little boy :(

*May god bless the two MV guards*

happy entry

2010-08-21T08:36:00.000-07:00

Friday 20th AUG 2010

i was craving for nando's the whole week, n finally i got it :)

thanx to bing bing, meimei, cc n kaveena

somehow aft eating the thing i was craving for, evrytg seemed soo calm and pretty... heheh mayb cz my tummy was happy.. then visited malteses in the pet shop :) SUPER CUTE IM TELLING UUUU!!! i wana own 1 one day....n the pretty fishes.. it wasnt the first time i looked at those fishes but that day the lookd prettier... like i said earlier evrytg looked soo pretty :)

ME LIKEY HAPPY PRETTY THINGS :)

then AFT SO LONG ... I DRANK RIBENA MOBILE AGAIN!!!! :) weeeeee!!! thanx to mimi!! :)

21st AUGUST 2010

n today....

i saw a very very nice shirt today.. LOVED IT!!! but was soo disappointed wen the sales lady told me they dun have my size :(

i initially insisted that i wanted it eventhough it wasnt my size( cz it was soo pretty to let go )... but at the cashier, i told papa i dun want it :P

mayb i will get a better shirt nex time :)

BUT ,
no matter wat it was indeed a happy day

i want it badly....

2010-08-07T07:24:00.001-07:00

i saw something which made me say ' i want it'

i saw something which made me go 'wow, its sooo preety'

i saw something which made me wonder 'hw nice it'll be to have it'

n finally, there was a strong feeling which told me ' ill have it ' :)

i really really really want that!!! since last time... it was huge...it was sooo preety and i have alwaz imagined myself being in it... juz de-stressing myself in the evenings looking at the wonderful scenario outside and have a hot choclate drink.... walk thru the entrance and find all the things and ppl i love inside....

elegance. beauty. white.black.stainless steel.satin....

so far, they are in it... soon more will be added... :)

then, they'll be real.... =)

judging by numerology...

2010-08-06T08:57:00.001-07:00

how do you judge ppl? by looks? by the way they carry themself?or by the way they talk? or a combination of it?

OR BY NUMEROLOGY?

how long do we normally take to judge some1? 1minute?1 year? or more?

how can we judge some1 we juz knew like for 30minutes and juz by looking at them? witot actually knwing them and their characteristics? and witot actually talking to them....

dats wat a guy did to me today... more like 1 uncle... he was my frens dad's fren... wen my fren went to visit his shop... he was talking with her and i was juz listening quietly frm 1 corner... and all of the sudden he said something aft looking at me...(oh yes, b4 dat he asked for my bday date) ... anyway, all of the sudden he said sumting bot me and wich made me so shocked for the nex 2hours... its ntg bad..but sumting which some stranger will never tell to anthr stranger..if my frens or family had said that to me... well its acceptable.. but a total stranger??? saying dat juz by looking at me and looking at my birth date... he might have been a numerologist... but so wat??? not evrytg in numerolgy is correct... funny guy, he can ask me somemore whtr its true or nt...

haih... strangers are sooooo super strange.... but 1 ting for sure, i'll never be his customer ever again..creepy guy..... he initially gave me his biznez card but by the time i came home, the card went missing... oppsss... accidently went missing??? hmmm i doubt it :P

me so evil :) i bet the 'numerologist' would have predicted that too :P lol...hahahah

....

2010-07-25T04:04:00.001-07:00

NOOOOOOOOOOO...

I officially hate computers n technologies...... sometimes they are too smart and they do not give us wat we want n its bit irritating wen they do that....

putih sangat cantik ......

2010-07-17T23:13:00.000-07:00

YEAH!!! finally........ i've changed my template... n I LOVE IT :) except for the title part ...i love the title but i wanted to make it preetier but i failed after soo many attempts... its okie,i'll try agn nex week :)

so lets talk bot my title... putih... hmm listening to a malay word or even writing it down after soo long sounds and feels weird... juz like how i felt the other day when i wrote 'manusia' in facebook... sounds weird right? when i wrote it down it was weird too... i thought i spelled it wrongly. i actually googled the word to confirm the spelling :P

sooo... wats with putih??? one reason is because I LOVE WHITE!!! yes i love white..... i duno why but im juz attracted to all the white stuffs... they look soo clean, serene and pure... THEY ARE PURE !! they make me feel sooo calm ....and they are not contaminated by any pigments :P

sooo... basically, dats y my title is... PUTIH,white is pure.... initially i wanted to make it, PUTIH, white IS a colour... but it sounded bit cacat... but i tink its a smart title too cz many tend to say white is not a colour... even i used to say white is not a colour... but i think IT IS A COLOUR!! A VERY BEUTIFUL COLOUR compared to all the colours in the world...

and my new template..... wow!! i love it too :) its sooo preetyyyyyy.... i dun care if ppl dun agree with me ...cz i'll still be happy cz it makes me happy... :) thanx to my bro for helping me with that....

hope i will not ignore my blog again since i have a preety blog now :)

rhythm.....

2010-05-27T05:39:00.000-07:00

the song im currently in love with :) i love the music the most ...even if u dun undertstand tamil, u will definately like the music :)

btw...my saree hunt kinda ended today..... i have no idea y evry1 has to get married and engaged this year.... it all started with my sister's engagemnt in feb, then cousin bro's on march, then my frens wedding coming soon on june 16th i tink., n my anthr cousins wedding also in june 19 or 18th...plus two more wedding dinners.... and anthr engagement on september......WOW!!!! thats a lot of weddings and engagements... mayb its a very lucky year to get married and engaged....

anyway...my saree hunt ended as i mentioned earlier... n I LOVE THEM!!! yes, THEM!!! i bought two!!! now i muz hunt ppl to stitch my blouse b4 jun 16th...if not i wnt be able to wear my new sarees to the weddings.... hopefully can :) *fingers crossed*

honestly i got ntg much to blog about... i dun even knw why am i blogging nw.... its pointless..... i duno why im stll writing... mayb cz im too free..... i'll come back with better tings to blog bot...till then enjoy the song :)

2010-05-26T08:18:00.001-07:00

hmmmmmmmmmmm...............................

emo frens of mine ....

2010-05-23T08:00:00.000-07:00

OMG!!! Im Super irritated today... n im sooo done dealing with EMO GUYS!!! OMG SERIOUSLY GET A LIFE PPL!!!!if the person u really liked (but that person juz treated u as a fren) rejects u... BE A MAN!!!! and go on with life!!! if u emo for a little wile its acceptable..human nature... but if ur still emoing after few months!!!! that's so sickening!!!! u ask ur good frens for advice and they are being soo nice advising u, n u r ok for 1moment and ur back emoing the next moment!! WTH?!!! i dun tink even a gal will emo this much....

y cant ppl LET THINGS GO ITS OWN WAY? just go with flow ppl.... if ur meant to have that, u will get it no matter wat.. if not, let it go..... u will get watever u deserve wen the time comes... i really hope my emo fren will be ok soon... in pity my emo fren.... but at the same time, after MONTHS my emo fren is still emo-ing.... i seriously duno wat to do... i've told my emo fren to go on with life.. but emo fren talks as though this is the end of his/her life! WTH!!! ur soo young for god sake... there is a lot more to come in life, if u gona give up now juz because of a gal/guy how the hell r u gona survive in the future wen u face a bigger prob!! GROW UP~ UR NOT DUMB ur juz too sad...i understnd...but u have to deal with it... may god bless my emo fren.....he/she is a great guy... n may god bless him/her with some sense !

there's anothr emo/creepy fren of mine who is irritating my life as well... i dun even wana talk bot that emo fren cz i seriously think that emo fren i so stupid emo-ing for something/some1 he juz SAW( haven spoken, haven met, doesnt knw anytg bot the person besides the name...) so, since thats so stupid, i dwn to waste my time blogging bot that creepy here!

2010-05-14T02:47:00.000-07:00

actually i kinda deleted my previous post halfway... i tend to do that all the time... juz dat i duno how to start and were to start.. but once i've started i knw were im heading to....

sooo........... such a long break from the blogging world... there are plenty of reasons for that... first because, i was busy with xams since april till may.... to be honest, this was the worst semester i ever had..including the stdy break and the xam itself... blame it on in the INSOMNIA i was suffering for alomst 2weeks!!! including the xam week!! im soooo glad my mom was alwaz by my side :) thank you.... n I LOVE YOU!!! :)

so anthr reason y i was MIA is simply because i din feel like blogging... sooo many tings happend recently and most of it was a bad 1 so i dun feel like keeping a written journal bot my unhappy moments.. it will be in my memory box for a little wile and it will be automatically deleted forever (cz nothings stays in my brain for long lol!)... isnt that better than writting it down n reminding myself bot the sad tings which happend to me wenever i read this blog or my diary back? well atleast to me, its better this way... :) evrybody has their own opinion...

n have u ever done something wrong n blame it on the choices u made? i did that.. i blamed it on the choice i made... but actually its not the bot the choice.. its bot the way i deal with my choices... even a perfect choice becomes not so perfect when u tend it to push it so hard... so juz let it go... n u'll be surprised with the results.... dun expect anytg and u'll be showered with evrytg u need... expect too much n u'll be flushed down ur drain... care too much and u'll be punished for that...care less and u'll be cared for... funny huh? but dats the fact and we have to deal with it... so from now onwards my approach towards my choice will be totally totally totally DIFFERENT.... i will care less, bother less and expect less... and lets see how it ends.... or BEGINS.....

*cant wait to see how it goes*

and agn im soo sorry if u dun understand what my blog is all about.... im soo sorry... u have to experience it to feel it :)

2010-03-20T08:15:00.001-07:00

something to share.... :)

2010-03-18T22:56:00.000-07:00

soooo here is my weekly update.... this week i was super free... aft CP1 xam on tues, me n kaveena went to shop for our ball dress... and finally.... after walking for few hours, we bought our dress :) YEAH!!!

wed was normal... and thurs i was free agn :) and today i had tasted yummy choc cookies made by sham... IT WAS SOOO GOOD.... it was soo rich in chocolate.... hmmm I LOVE CHOCOLATE!!! it is the only thing which will make me happy! it will never dissappoint me.... hmmmm chocolates are the best!

btw i learnt new vocab...... instead of takin dwn notes i was writing down my new vocabs.... initially i tot of posting it here,...but then i dun feel good bot it ...its alrite, juz let the new vocabs decorate my notebook :)sorry guys for the disappointment.. :)

anthr weekend is here and guess wat, i knw how im gona spend them... but sadly its gona be over soon!!! so im gona enjoy evry moment of it!!! :)

2010-03-12T04:15:00.000-08:00

notes for Radhika Thangatorai

-focus-

-stop fb-ing and youtubing-

-stop day dreaming-

-stop wasting TIME-

-n get a dress plz-******

(mr.keivan said important care issues have to be noted with * )

btw my flu is irritating me.... i tink i sneezed more than studied.. :( go away okie... u can come n visit me after tues... wen im free again..or even better if u visit me after april or may...wen i'll be supe free!!!! :)

blah day

2010-03-11T07:59:00.001-08:00

blah blah blah blah blah.... blah blah blah!!!!! blahhhhhh!!!! blah blah blah blah,blah blah... blahhh, blah blah blha blah...

p.s: if we tink alike, u would understand :)

btw i nid a break frm uni, frm assignments, people, and more people.... juz wana be alone at times.... being alone is really fun u knw.. nobody to tell u wat u shld do, nobody to say that ur wrng and to object evrytg u say, and make me feel like a total idiot... wats with ppl who love to make other feel like an idiot? u cant be alwaz right, okie??

so ya... i wana be alone... wana be surrounded with my own thoughts...sometimes my own thoughts teach me more than the others... :)

so be ur own teacher..teach urself wat to do and wat not to do... u are big enuf to knw wat is right and wrng..

...something...

2010-02-27T07:58:00.000-08:00

would like to write... but sumthing tells me NO, dun write it...
would like to say, but something tells me NO,dun say it...
would like to think all bot it again and analyze it, but something tells me, NO dun think, let it go..
would like to talk, but something tells me, NO dun talk, u'll make it worst
would like this funny feeling to go away, but something is holding it back n says NO ,i wont let it go..

hope something will change and something will make me realize something is right and something is wrng

2010-02-20T05:52:00.001-08:00

i dun like it
im kinda feeling the 'stress' right now
wish to accomplish sumting by tonight
and please let the days pass quickly...
i wan these to over soon before i regret about making this decision! but somehow my whole life is gona be about this, hope i will learn to enjoy it SOON!
BECAUSE I SHOULD!
pharmacist? or hsewife?
will update the answer 10years frm now :)

and here is something to make me keep going ....and something to share...

war of the heart and brain....

2010-02-19T08:10:00.000-08:00

my brain seems to be constantly having conversation with itself... about so many tings, and so many incidents. my heart tells me to stop thinking dat way, but brain ignores the order... most of the times, my brain will take control and come up with all kinda stpd facts and decisions, which makes my heart regret .. STUPID BRAIN! y cant u tink as wisely as my heart? *i knw, heart doesnt think, but it can feel*

anyway, im still having lot of thoughts which doesnt even involve my directly, but it does have connection with me indirectly... BUT WHY??? why is it bothering me sooo much even when it is not directly related to me? my brain is sooo super sibuk with other ppl's biznez? mayb its because, it doesnt have anytg to think of my life, dats y, it is busy thinking of other ppl's biznez.... OMG~~~ dear brain, plz mind ur own biznez and concentrate on wat u are suppose to concentrate on.. do wat ur suppose to do.. dun go n look arnd ,look at other ppl's life till 1day u realize dat u have wasted ur own life by looking at other's... but its not like im stalking ppl or anytg k.. juz dat sumtimes, some thoughts tend to disturb me alot.. but looking at all the wonderful things i have in my life, makes me feel special and happy :) isn't that great? SO JUZ STOP UR IMAGINATION AND GET BACK TO REALITY..listen to ur heart, because brain lies....

*most of u mite not understand wat i juz blogged about, because u have to feel it, not undersatand it...u knw why? because brain lies...* :)

2010-02-16T05:35:00.000-08:00

hey ppl and hey bloggie.. so sorry for ignoring u for such a long time.. :) im kinda back to writing diary and getting bored of blogging... i prefer sharing my stories and memories with my diary... somehow i feel satiesfied and happy dat way :) bt anyhow.... I HAD A SUPER BUSY WEEKEND!!!!was busy with sisters engagemnt ... glad that evrytg went well :) then i startd looking at my stdy table which was collecting dust :( the thought of stdying all the notes was irritating me!!! how much can i squeeze into my tiny brain? i pity my brain.... but somehow i knw that i have to do it.... because if i dun dun start now, i'll never finish.. soo... yeah i strted with msk... it was good till at 1 point i was sooo bored of msk and decided to do my ebm but as usual ended up facebook-ing..

at 1 point i looked back.. looked back at the times i was was in form 4 and form 5 when i had to sit for spm! we had more stuff to read and memo back then, but i never complained... it didnt seem soo hard, exp for history of course... but for spm, we need all our form 4 and form 5 info's .. why wasnt it hard then, but its hard now... exp for the fact that im too lazy nowadays... SERIOUSLY!! IM GETTING LAZY DAY BY DAY!

so, its all about the effort we pt in. but somehow no matter how hard i try, i juz cant do it.. but im satiesfied with wat i've gotten so far.. who says evrytg has to be perfect? who says we need to be the best and have the best? i personally dun believe in perfect things... if anytg goes perfect, something is wrng... this is juz my opinion. :)

so, lets juz dun be perfect and take things easy and go on with life..because, in the end of the day, wat we need is a peaceful life NOT a PERFECT LIFE :) atleast not for me...

I would like to something which made me smile today :)

sajitha darling, 4months and almost 2 weeks now... she made my day:) spent almost the whole day with her, and it was great!!! BEING A BABY IS DAMN NICE :)

2010-01-24T03:00:00.000-08:00

S.T.R.E.S.S.E.D

p.s : i pity all the law students arnd the world... cz i seriously cant get all the laws in PJ into my tiny brain... evrytg is evrywere :(

-may god bless us all-

wats for tomorrow?

2010-01-16T07:19:00.000-08:00

should i? should i not?

will i? will i not?

can i? can i not?

i shall see......

AND

p.s: i would like to share this message with evry1 who is reading this blog..

love ur loved one every moment of ur life, u'll never knw wats gona happen the next second

.........

2010-01-09T00:36:00.000-08:00

hellooo......after a long break here i am agn... 2nd week at uni juz ended...bt it seems like it had been almost half of the sem.. yes im talking bot the stress level...we alredy have plenty to do...toxicology, CTT...n many lecture notes to revise.... n for the past few 2days i had not been feeling good... both mentally n physically.... physically i knw why i wasnt feeling good...but mentally???? im still trying to figure out the reason.. i duno y...something seems terribly wrng but i juz cant find which one is that... (trust me..usually i knw wat is bothering me..but this time its diffrent)

last week we were suppose to choose our sem7 project title... n right after the list was out many were rushing to print out the forms n submit the names to the respective lectures... i was kinda automatically forced to do so too...so i quickly filled up the title even witot reading the synopsis properly... but the supervisor incharge was not in(evrytg happens for a reason).... so we all planned to go early in the morning the next day n meet the lecture....so that night i went back n started reading thru the synopsis...the proposol sounded okie...but it was gona be similar to our chemistry lab experiment(the method) ...(which i did not enjoy during my earlier sem..because of the huge scary equipments esp the rotary sumting!!!i was scared of that!! :P ) sooo... i started looking thru other proposals and was kinda interested in a few other choices..... so the nex day i went to look for the lectures in charge n listened to their briefing.... n finally i lost my interest in my 1st choice.....but was interested in many other choices.... (wich was a mistake cz i was sooooo confused then...did not knw which 1 to choose...n finally after talking to many ppl... after having two slpless nights....and a few lucky draws.... somehow i found my choice on friday....hope its a good choice...

but still.... i feel sumting is wrng sumwere.... is it my sem 7 project? is it my elective? is it my personal life?? is it my current sem6 ??? is it my unknwn future?? or the whole pharmacy course???? i have no idea...but im sure i'll knw the reason soon.... im gona continue dng my toxic assignment...im nt really enjoying the assignment...but do i have a choice??

bye ppl..huggies!!!

EVE...

2009-12-31T06:02:00.001-08:00

hello!!!!

1st of all HAPPY NEW YEAR PPL!!!!!! may god bless us all...esp B107 MATES cz we have a looong way to go :)

soooo...today was kinda nice.. my day started at 8....then dad sent me to uni arnd 9.30 cz im was suppose to meet my toxicology supervisor bt then he is still on leave...then me n sham went to IT dep to get our pin num for printer... then i tried printing my 1st lect...bt it was a complete waste of time...paper got stucked soo many times n finally i gave up n told the IT lady to refund 4me... she was nice ..she was with us n helped us to insert the papers properly:) bt still then it was a waste of time..sooo then i headed to cls...n jojo was back... n she brought choc 4us!! thanx JOANNE!!!

after cls i had to take train back home cz dad was busy.... sooo i dragged myself to LRT stat which was juz behind my uni :P then met chen cin on d way....she was gng back to jhr..

then i met two little angles in the train( atleast something good bot ktm :P ) two little kids were sitting on two seats n wen i went finding for a place to sit, the gal immediately let me sit(she and her bro sat toghtr in 1seat)...awwww...how sweet of them...SUPER SWEET!!!!! then the brother asked the sister in tamil whtr she let me sit or i came and sat witot asking :P hehehe then the sister said she let me sit..then he looked at me frm head to toe...then SMILED!!! AIYOOO SOOO CUTE LAH THEY ALL!!!! then frm bandar tasik till ukm, i was entertained by him... he was singing some song...actually it wasnt even a song..he was juz singing 'ding ding' in many different rhytms :P n then all of the sudden he started counting frm 1-39 (correctly) then after 39 he said 50 then back to 41,42,43...hahahaha kids....

then i came home happily (thanx to the angels) bt was bit sad to see anthr little angle(miss jordis su-lyn nockers...the gal who my mum babysits...the gal who named me 'ribena' ) slpping at home..hahaha i was sad cz i was kinda expecting her to be awake so that i can kacau her bit... hehehe

after a wile she woke up.. n then we started taking pic...lotz lotz of pictures!!!! she loves taking pictures ...seriously.... then i showed my restaurant n cafe to her n she told me to decorate them more... :P then aft taking pic we started colouring till her papa came to pick her up ... :) it was sooo nice spending time with her...cz she is a smart gal..honestly no 4year old can ever be smarter than her....IM SERIOUS!!JUZ SPEND 1 DAY WITH HER N U'LL KNW Y... I LOVE THAT LITTLE TEDDY!!!!! although at times she irritates me(she pulled my hair today!!!! n buat tak tahu wen i was in pain!!!! eeeee naughty gal!!!

JORDIS CAYANG!!

soooo..... tomorrow is new year.... WOW!!! 2009 has passed really fast... for me 2009 started with a fight n juz ended with a fight too as kina wished.. :P but evrytg has been settled...heheh n my only promise to him is that i'll never touch MCD FOR THE NEXT 1MONTH ATLEAST!!! cz he said a lot off ppl gettling colon cancer bcz of fast foods... he sees many in hospital...so im gona listen to him n stp eating mcd for the nex 1mnth!! hopefully i can!!! besides that i dun really have any special resolution for new year... bcz for me evryday is a new day .... doesnt matter wen it is... n we can alwaz change into a new person anytime we wan...dun really have to wait for new year to do that.. bt im nt saying having resolutions for new year is a bad ting k...its good actullay..it helps to motivate ppl...but im juz saying that, i dun have any :)

im super tired rite nw...n gona start my new year countdown soon :) tc ppl n HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVRY1!!!! ALL MY FRENS, MY FAMILY, MY KINABOY, N EVRYBODY WHO IS READING THIS BLOG :) THANK YOU FOR UR TIME... :)
love u guys.... muax!!!

my HERO :)

2009-12-28T23:02:00.000-08:00

hello!!!!

uni juz started yday n today im back home :P heheh dats because i do not have clas on wednesday...my 1st week t.t is bit '............' :P anyway it was nice to be back in uni :) yday me n roomie went mcd-ing n it tasted sooo good!!!!! :) we also bought ice cream potong cz she kinda missed eating ice cream potong during the holidays...

but the most memorable 'event' happened yday in my room in vista.... it was arnd 8pm n me n kaveena were dng our work in our room..then suddenly i felt like gng to the toilet n thank god i did!!! cz rite after i went a BIG BUG(BEETLE) ENTERED MY ROOM!!!!! n it flew staright to my table!!!! n all i heard after that was my poor roomie screaming!!!! :P she was seriously screaming in the room witot gng out of the room :P bt then.... after a wile she was quiet n then wen i asked her she said the bug was gone.... bt seconds before that i heard sumting hitting my toilet door... so i told her to chck near the toilet door..1st she said dun have..then after a wile, she said the bug was tere!!!! near the toliet door!!! n i was stucked in the toilet!!!!! i was too scared to come out!! so she was screaming frm outside n i was screming frm inside!!
this is wat happend:

kaveena: screams!!!(in the room)
radhika: were is it??? (yells n screams frm the toilet)
kaveena: its tere!!!come out..its nt moving....
radhika: tere means were??? I CANT SEE!!!!(SCREAMS)
kaveena: tere la near the bathrum door!!! its crawling inside the batrum!!!!
radhika: ( SCREAMSSSS!!! N START BLOCKING THE HOLES NEAR THE DOOR!!! )hw many 'cm' frm the door????
kaveena: laughs n screams(but never told me hw many cm the bug was frm the bathroom door!!!) :P... bt she did told me the bug was climbing the wall near the door...

n the conversation was kinda repated for few times b4 she helped me to come out... (i knw..it sounds like i was the 1 dealing with the bug rite..being too scared...heheheh)

finally she took a towel n covered the bug ..(the bug was actually hurt after hitting the toilet door..so it couldnt fly anymore) then i quickly ran out of the bathroom straight to the hall leaving her alne in the room with the bug!!!(I knw IM MEAN!!! WEN IM SCARED MY BRAIN DOESNT WORK :p ) bt then she was brave...she took the bug n threw it away outside.... hehe MY HERO!!!! I LOVE UUUUUUU

sooo....

lessons to be learnt are:
1) never trust me wen it comes to bugs,lizards, cats,dogs or anytype of animals!! (im kinda scared of all of them exp for flies and mosquito)
2) never leave ur window open WIDELY AT NIGHT..even if u stay in the 11th floor!!! cz bugs DO fly that high!!
3) if u feel like u shld go sumwere immediatedly,plz follow ur heart n go...cz if i've never gone to the toilet at that time, the beetle muz have flown straight to me!!!! only god knws wat would have happened then :P

n finally after screaming for about 10min...we both were too tired n we even got sore throat....pity the neigbours...sorry ppl!!! it was emergency :P

haih....wat a day.... 1st day itself got drama redy in the hse... thank god jo n kho nee were nt in... :P

gnt then.... gona slp nw :) love u guyssss....

3 idiots :)

2009-12-25T06:45:00.000-08:00

hello bloggie...i missed u :P

ya it has been a wile since i wrote 1...hehehe i told u i'll get bored with this soon rite...anyway today is christmas...n MERRY CHRISTMAS EVRY1!!! my day started very early today...at 9am!!! dats too early for me :P i woke up at 9 then met my frens in ktm arnd 10.. then we were sardin-ed in the train all the way to mv.... wile walking up the escalator....2 of my frens said they wana watch frog n the princess wile me n the other fren wanted to watch avatar..... so then we walked to the 4th flr in mv n were shocked to see a SUPER LOOOOOONG (SERIOUSLY LONG) QUEQUE!!!! thank god my fren had a fren working in gsc n we managed to get 'special tickets' heheheh...but even then we din get tickets for any new movie!!!!! no avatar,no frog n the princess,no sherlock holmes!!! it was for '3idiots' ...cz all the other movies were fully booked till 4pm..(pity those who were still quequing up with the hope to get a ticket for avatar :P )

n yes... back to 3idiots.... I SERIOULSY HAD NO IDEA WAT MVE WAS THAT!!!! till my fren told me it was hindi movie... i never knw it's existence :) n i've never watched hindi movie in cinema...this was the first.i normally watch hindi movies only in tv3...n the main reason i dun watch in cinema is because i dun understand hindi!!! hahah but thanx to subtitle,i enjoyed 3idiots....... i seriously hoped that the movie wouldnt be a romantic,weepy typical hindi movie..cz i wasnt in the mood to watch such movies... n THANK GOD IT WAS A COMEDY!!!!! hahaha...it was nice...aamir khan was super cute... n maddy was cute too :) the movie was soo funny...n it din have many romantic elemnts...kareena kapoor serioulsy din have any major role exp for the ending... it was a 3hour movie..n i was soo tired sitting in the same place wile munching my popcorn..(we were sitting in the 2nd row...even with special tickets, we only managed to get 2nd row seats....but no complains... i enjoyed looking at aamir khan frm dat distance ...heheheh n it was a movie bot frenship... funny n nice :) n the songs were nice too..

hahah what a day....very silly yet happy :) then i headed home in a less crowded train frm mv to kajang... bt still i missed my 'honda' ride n my driver today..i had to ditch him today...sorry:P my honda ride will normally start with a 'hi' n 'plez slow dwn' for evry 30seconds(atleast) till we reach the destination... for him slow means 120km/h!!! hello!!!!!! in which country is that SLOW???? anyhow...i still missed the ride today...

after i reached home.. i thought my busy day is over... but then,my mom was getting redy to go to temple( aunty's prayers)...all of the sudden i felt like gng too, even wen i was super tired... then i mandi quickly n followed mum to temple n was glad that i made the correct choice.... it wasnt a waste... i felt happy wen i was in the temple... :) may god bless evry1 :)

here i am nw at home,back frm temple... hoping to go to bed early..cz i cant be slpping at 3am or 4am anymore!!!!uni is starting soon...n i nid to set my biological clock back to' slp at 12 n wake up at 9atleast'... bt for the past few days i've failed to do so..no matter hw tired i am, i'll still slp at 3am n wake up at 12pm!!!!haih....

gtg..gdnite ppl...gnt bloggie... i love u!!! muax!!!

little princess

2009-12-17T21:13:00.001-08:00

hello ppl... im back...

so i had lotz of fun for the past few days...my niece sajitha was here with me at home...so i was playing with her... her cute little feet, fingers, face... OMG SHE IS SUPER CUTE!!!!! n she talks story...she listens and responds to wateve u say... n she smiles at times... she also laughs wen we laugh ....if u dun layan her she'll start crying lol!!! n she loves to explore... she likes to look at the stuffs arnd u.... hmmm 2superb days with her... the only time im away frm her is wen her nappy is being changed...hahaha.. im a mean aunt!!! im juz waiting for her to grow up a little bit more so that i can carry her!!!!! cz ne she's still tiny n im scared to carry .... so mayb in athr 2months i can carry little sajitha!!!!

yday was a fun day too!!!! i went shopping.... and its alwaz nice to go shopping alone with parens witot siblings...cz yday dad bought 4me evrytg i wanted... (well nt evrytg la...) but more than usual... so nex time i wana go alone with parenz.... :) i also saw plenty of handbags on sale!!! up to 70%!!!!! n dat was the time i wished i was rich!!!! I seriously wana finish my deg fast n start earning.... cz there are plenty of tings i wana buy... bt im weird...wen i dun have the money i'll feel like buying evrytg...but wen i have the money i'll be too sad to spend it :P

today im only left with rm20 n tomorow im gng out...im not planning to ask 4rm dad cz i usually dun ask frm dad unless he gives me...cz dad had his own expenses too n i dwn to bother him ...pity him... so back to rm20 in mv or pyramid....is it possible ?? yes it is.... since im nt a shopaholic ... it is possible.. i juz need mny to eat :)n today was my 'hari mencuci' ...i washed all the baju i bought yday and other bajus too... nw gona eat crab curry!!! yummy :)

so dats all for nw... gtg.... :) love u guys..
tc

for friends....

2009-12-12T19:47:00.000-08:00

hello....... :)

1stly i duno y i was emo-ing yday :P sorry bot that... hehehe...

soooo...all this wile i was talking bot my school life...n nw its time for college n uni talk :) well i did my alvls in sunway college..n IM SOO HAPPY I WENT TERE CZ I MET SOME GREAT FRENS!!!!! u knw,it is true that we can make lots of frens but only some will be with u till the end..... n dats the type of frens i met in sunway...geetha,nithya,smitha, n bee suan...such great frens... the only ting we did in college was 'LAUGH LAUGH N LAUGH'!!!! SERIOUSLY WE LAUGHED ALOT!!!!! ive never laughed that much even back in school :P n smitha was 'tom' n i was 'jerry' cz we alwaz argue alot :P so evryday 8-5pm there'll b TOM &JERRY show in college :P (dats wat geetha used to say) n the best time is LUNCH time!!!! cz our lunch time is mainly 'JOKE' time!!! hahahah..... we crap alot n alot till even our chickens will fly frm the plate.. heheheh :P i miss my college time...i miss my frens tere... it ws the best time in my life so far.... full of laughter :)

* geetha, me n nithya *

us during gee's 21st bday.... smitha was hiding cz i tickled her... because SHE DISTURBED ME 1ST!!!! LOL!!!

Then i came to imu... well in the beginning i was quite lonely... my uni frens were bit diff 4rm my clg frens.. they do not laugh alot like my clg frens :P well most probably its bcz IMU is mostly bot being professional n i dun tink laughing out loud is professional :P but still they ARE GREAT FRENS!!!!!! they r great in their in own ways... i mean we seriously cant compare frens n friendship wen they all are great!!!!! kaveena,sham, n jo...my best frens in uni!!!

* kaveena.jo.sham.me*

Most of the times im with kaveena bcz she is my roomie...so basicly the only time we r nt toghtr is wen we r taking our bath :P lol!!!! she's a very nice,humble,kind,hardworking preety gal... however there r times wen she can get bit crazy :P i still remember the day she hit me with her patrick cz she was mad at some1 n i was the victim :P hehehe but it wasnt painful:P n there was anthr time wen she scared me in my slp... since she is fair,she'l look like a ghost at night n one day wen i turned arnd i was shocked to see her white face very near to my face!!!! but the funniest ting is, she pat me n told me to slp witot knwing that , i actually got scared bcz of her!!!!! and anthr incident also happened on bed where she rolled all the way frm her bed n ended up on my bed 1night!!! n i din have a place on my bed, so i slpt on her bed... then all of a sudden she woke up to use the wash room n i immediately went back to my bed... n she slpt back on her bed like ntg happened :P hahah!!! funny gal :) n funny frens.... I LOVE U GUYS ALOT K!!! I LOVE ALL MY FRENS N HAPPY TO HAVE MET SUCH A WONDERFUL PPL IN MY LIFE...

me n kaveena

us again..i tink it was taken wen were preparing for osce :)

honestly i do not have many frens, but i do have many true frens... :)

I LOVE U GUYS!!!

only i knew MYSELF :) nw the world knws :)

2009-12-11T07:43:00.000-08:00

hello...its me agn... :) well since its my 1st day im bit bersemangat to blog here...hahaha...its juz a typical me...in the beginning i'll be soo EXCITED then after a wile, i wnt even bother bot it.. hope dat doesnt happen to my bloggie!! cz im starting to love my bloggie.... :)

hmmm... i was gng thru my fb juz nw n came across my primary school frens profile... seriously i tink i knw them better nw than last time(back in primary school) cz my primary school was all about boooks n teachers... i talk to evry1 but din really have a close fren till standard 5 i tink :P i hated my primary school cz i was totally controlled by teachers... well dats hw tamil schools work... the teachers tere really care for u (too much at times) n make u do all the work n ensure dat u have done it perfectly.... since i was the smartest kid then( hahah dat was the only time i was smart :P) the teachers alwaz make me do this n that... they'll call me to enter all the competitions, n i will jz follow wateve they say(EVEN WEN I DIN LIKE IT)..till 1 day i couldnt take it n i cried in the school dat i din wana enter 1 competition!!! WOW!!! LOKING BACK IT WAS REALLY SILLY :p

hmmm but it was all for good u knw.. i am who i am today because of them n my parenz of course... so im glad i went to tamil school n im glad my teachers made me memorize sooo many tings n make me write almost 5 to 6 essays PER DAY!!!!!! :) THANK YOU SOO MUCH!!!

hmmm then after 6years of being tere, i was sort of released to secondary school... :) N D 1ST TING CAME INTO MY MIND WAS... 'SECONDARY SCHOOL IS SOOOO DIFFERENT!!!!! ' yes it was sooo diff..dats because, the teachers did not care for us like our teachers back in primary sch... n i seriously felt the FREEDOM!! n i kinda enjoyed it.. n thats wen i started getting 'less smart' but i was still smart enuf to get good marks :P n ntg interesting happened in 2ndry sch...i was a normal prefect dng her nrml duty till 1 incident in 2003 (june) changed my life... (yes my life, bcz.... if dat incident never happened, i'll be totally a diff person today :) well dat story is for tomorrw..till then gnt ppl...sweet dreams.. n gud nite bloggie :) will c u tomorrow.... love you!!!

Welcome to my blog :)

2009-12-10T22:04:00.000-08:00

hello evry1 :) well this is my first blog EVER!! ya seriously... ive thought of creating a blog long ago..but then i was too lazy :P n i felt like writing a blog is juz like writing a diary.,..but isnt a diary suppose to be between me n myself :P ???but then finallyyy i planned to create my own blog n only to share certain amount of information wit ppl...heheh bczzzz... only me n my dairy will knw the other stuffs :P

lately i've been reading ppl's blog a lot... my frens,my clsmates, n even some stranger's blog... this is how i pass my time ....actually i read them as my bedtime stories :) well before that, let me explain to u guys how i came up with the name 'ribena'...im nt a fan of ribena btw... well there is a gal my mom babysits...her name is jordis... she's my neigbour... n she is 4... i tink its very hard for her to pronounce my name...so no matter how many times i tell her my name is 'R.A.D.H.I.K.A' , she still calls me R.I.B.E.N.A.... n today she's in my hse..n while i was tinking very hard for my blog's name.... she screamed frm downstairs... 'RIBENA!!!! came n join me in my boat!!!' (she imagines my couch as her boat..well KIDS...) lol!!! then i was like...hmm ribena sounds good too... n thats the end of the story :P

actualy im nt really interested in writing blogs... so lets see how long this is gona last... :P