back home for weekend only to realize that WEEKENDS ARE INDEED TOO SHORT :(
i feel like i juz woke up, and its alredy saturday night!
btw, my super long super busy 1month is over! was so busy with research and finally presented my proposal last wednesday... glad its over for NOW. btw, im at outpatient department now.. the first week, all i did was filling and labelling.. labelling and filling are quite important as well cz when we label, we tend to know the doses and the common prescribed freq.. my 2nd week of OPD i was allowed to dispense.. automatically even witot having a chance to watch my frp's dispense. it was indeed stressful. it wasnt so stressful when i knew my drugs. but when i DIDN'T KNOW THEM AND WHEN PT STRT ASKING ME WAT ARE THEY FOR, I GET STRESSED! so, my first day of dispensing was HORRIBLE! seriously horribly horrible to the extend that i burst into tears the moment i stepped into my room :( i couldn't deal with the stress initailly... then i was wondering, even in this small hospital im super stressed, how if i was sent to a bigger hosp for my OPD! now i know, why im in banting, cz god knows im very bad at dealing with stress.. heheh but last week OPD got better.. though the number of patients were more and i was told to dispense more important drugs (diabetic.htn.psychotic.) i was quite happy doing it cz i knew the drugs though at times i was still blur... example when i was dispensing mecobalamin, and pentoxifylline) those unfamiliar drugs... hope the nex 5weeks at OPD will be good as well..
life after hospital is as boring as usual..... juz hope things will be good ... hope i can get done with this 1year quickly and decide wat i wana do next. for now, i cant decide anytg yet. Good luck evry1! :)
Saturday, October 15, 2011
it goes on
back home for weekend only to realize that WEEKENDS ARE INDEED TOO SHORT :(
i feel like i juz woke up, and its alredy saturday night!
btw, my super long super busy 1month is over! was so busy with research and finally presented my proposal last wednesday... glad its over for NOW. btw, im at outpatient department now.. the first week, all i did was filling and labelling.. labelling and filling are quite important as well cz when we label, we tend to know the doses and the common prescribed freq.. my 2nd week of OPD i was allowed to dispense.. automatically even witot having a chance to watch my frp's dispense. it was indeed stressful. it wasnt so stressful when i knew my drugs. but when i DIDN'T KNOW THEM AND WHEN PT STRT ASKING ME WAT ARE THEY FOR, I GET STRESSED! so, my first day of dispensing was HORRIBLE! seriously horribly horrible to the extend that i burst into tears the moment i stepped into my room :( i couldn't deal with the stress initailly... then i was wondering, even in this small hospital im super stressed, how if i was sent to a bigger hosp for my OPD! now i know, why im in banting, cz god knows im very bad at dealing with stress.. heheh but last week OPD got better.. though the number of patients were more and i was told to dispense more important drugs (diabetic.htn.psychotic.) i was quite happy doing it cz i knew the drugs though at times i was still blur... example when i was dispensing mecobalamin, and pentoxifylline) those unfamiliar drugs... hope the nex 5weeks at OPD will be good as well..
life after hospital is as boring as usual..... juz hope things will be good ... hope i can get done with this 1year quickly and decide wat i wana do next. for now, i cant decide anytg yet. Good luck evry1! :)
i feel like i juz woke up, and its alredy saturday night!
btw, my super long super busy 1month is over! was so busy with research and finally presented my proposal last wednesday... glad its over for NOW. btw, im at outpatient department now.. the first week, all i did was filling and labelling.. labelling and filling are quite important as well cz when we label, we tend to know the doses and the common prescribed freq.. my 2nd week of OPD i was allowed to dispense.. automatically even witot having a chance to watch my frp's dispense. it was indeed stressful. it wasnt so stressful when i knew my drugs. but when i DIDN'T KNOW THEM AND WHEN PT STRT ASKING ME WAT ARE THEY FOR, I GET STRESSED! so, my first day of dispensing was HORRIBLE! seriously horribly horrible to the extend that i burst into tears the moment i stepped into my room :( i couldn't deal with the stress initailly... then i was wondering, even in this small hospital im super stressed, how if i was sent to a bigger hosp for my OPD! now i know, why im in banting, cz god knows im very bad at dealing with stress.. heheh but last week OPD got better.. though the number of patients were more and i was told to dispense more important drugs (diabetic.htn.psychotic.) i was quite happy doing it cz i knew the drugs though at times i was still blur... example when i was dispensing mecobalamin, and pentoxifylline) those unfamiliar drugs... hope the nex 5weeks at OPD will be good as well..
life after hospital is as boring as usual..... juz hope things will be good ... hope i can get done with this 1year quickly and decide wat i wana do next. for now, i cant decide anytg yet. Good luck evry1! :)
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